I
see faces as they pass beneath the pale lamplight
I've no choice but to follow that call
The bright lights, the people, and the moon and
all
I pray everyday to be strong
For I know what I do must be wrong
Oh you'll never see my shade or hear the sound of
my feet......
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~Sting,
Moon Over Bourbon Street
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The horns sounded hours ago out on the river, warning
that we were in for a real London Particular. It's a
different world then.....the night, the fog. My world. I
find the quiet comforting, at least for a time, at least
till the end. Then it begins to crawl along my skin,
embracing me, suffocating me till I fear I will go mad if
I cannot scream.
It blankets the streets of Whitechapel, making of the
teeming daytime byways a ghost town where fear rules and
steps are hurried. It is me they fear, though they have
never seen me. The Times reports and they listen and let
the terror control them. They speculate and wonder, but
in the end are fooled by illusions for the monster
resides within a cloak of utmost respectability.
If only they knew....but they will never know, can never
help me or stop me. All they can do is cry....
I hear her steps now, moving slow and irregular over the
stones. The church clock is striking half past two in the
morning, and she is talking to a friend. From her voice I
can tell she has been drinking, again, and I can feel the
first cold fingers of rage steal across me. She passes by
this alley on her way home from the Ten Bells or the
Frying Pan Public House most nights once the usual hours
for soliciting trade have passed and she has had her gin.
She has never seen me but I know everything about her.
Tonight she wears a new black bonnet, one I sent
her...she was too stupid to see the warning in it though.
She is laughing as she continues on alone, down the alley
where the fog secrets me. Time is short. I find it harder
to breathe now as the fog coils tighter around me.
Tonight that laughter will stop, at least for a time, cut
away in precise flashes of silver.
Tonight,
it will not smother me.
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Tonight
someone will scream.
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It
will not be me.......
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